Blow the candles out,
Sprinkle of Dustsssssssssssssss (Friday, May 22, 2009)
*BLOW BLOW COUGH COUGH.....Haven been blogging for awhile and I think my blog has been a nice habitat for the dusts to settle on this period.Well....well.....my life hmmmm pretty boring? Here is wat I have done:
-Got a temp job in TP HR dept (thanks to Mrs Lee)
-Got accepted by NUS & NTU but have decided to accept NUS which will start in Aug
-Officially graduated from TP with Merit (felt a sense of achievement)
-Meeting up with my girlfriends
-Learnt rollerskating
-Catching all my favourite movies and dramas
-Passed Basic Theory Test
-Preparing for Final Theory
Above listed are the main ones la can't really remember all. But I think during this period of break the greatest thing that I have done is relax myself and learnt how to filter off unhappy things to keep myself happy!
Time flies man another year have gone again and I am turning 20 nxt week. Oh man....joining the 20's grp now. Well after 3 yrs of clashing my bday with tests and projects finally I think I can enjoy my bday. Hope it will be a fulfilling wan. I wish to celebrate with my group of gfs for a whole day like maybe sentosa, zoo or somewhere that I can spent a whole day with them having fun!
Since this is my first blog maybe I could list down my wishlist:
1)Own at least a branded bag but not those high end wan like long champ (navy blue small or medium, agnes b sling bag or calvin klein as I realised I dun have a proper one.
2)Nice flat shoes
3)Cybershot Digital Camera
4)New Specs
5)KOSE white mask
6)ISPIRIT white leather watch
7)Adiddas T-shirt
Note: I have learnt why looking bad is bad
Do you believe in Love? (Sunday, April 12, 2009)
Do you believe that love actually exist in this world? If you ask me 2 years ago I would say 'yes' without hesitation. But now I dunnoe if I believe in love neither do I know whether I can believe in love again.Two person in love get together then get married and then have baby and then wats next?I have seen many couples who make promises to each other, say they love each other alot, can't live without him/her blah blah blah.....but then later due to some "reasons" or "excuses" broke up or divorce and then ended up being enemies or strangers. The I love you and promises they made to each other becomes meaningless.
Is there eternal love? Well....Couples get together for a very long time or got married to each other but how long do you think 'Love' exist btw them? Maybe 5yrs? 10yrs? 20yrs? 30yrs? And maybe till then...they are so used to each other that it becomes a bond not love anymore.
But of course there are some exceptional cases where I believe love does exist. However, the keyword here is EXCEPTIONAL. Then isn't love also luck?
I do believe that a person will get love when they have both found their soulmate. But exactly how many can be lucky enough to have found their soulmate? Of cuz I am not the lucky one to have found it. But if fate let me found my soulmate hmmmm....he will be someone who will:
1) Make me happy, smile, laugh...feel blissful (My anti-depressant)
2) Have a sense of security
3) He can make me feel/be myself
4) Treat me like his princess
5) Share my happiness and sorrows
6) Infinite chemistry
Haha...well...in reality I think is very hard for me to find tt person....the right one...my soulmate. Not until the right one, I think I prefer to keep dreaming haha at least they are sweet ones.
I hope lady luck will smile on me one day.
Celebration of Learning (Sunday, March 1, 2009)
Friday was our unofficial graduation ceremony 'Celebration of Learning'. It feels very good to go back there but now as the status of a graduate the feeling is kinda different.The program line up was great and i loved the videos done up by BSG and BIT thanks man and also to those who help out to make the event happen thank you guys!
Well...3yrs of poly....3yrs friendships.....ppl I know...passerby....acquaintance.....classmates.....friends....best friends....buddies....dudes....so many but following are the ones that have reach the high level of my friendship ladder and I really wish to mention them:
- Selyn: She is the one who has been with me in the same class and group straight for 3 yrs. Enjoy doing with you gals...you are always our IT and alignment master. Anything ppt, alignment, paging, formatting SELYN~ HEHE Apart from that my best spree partner hehe...anything spree also can consult her SPREE QUEEN!
- Joyce: Oh trust me....I am going to miss her OFFNESS, silly signature smile and all the random and weird things done by her man. Never fail to off ppl and try chatting with her abt life and she has LOTS to tell you! (Though quite -ve sometimes but never fail to make realise the ugly side of the world and reailty thanks! I was enlighten by her 'No Forever' in this world.) Our editing master as well....love doing projects with her...she was the one that can always understand and able to express my complicate ideas and remarks into words. Well....though no forever but I think I still wan keep in touch with you! Dun Care! I will miss her ulu samy climb over mountain cross river house! (3 yrs of projects there was definitely not easy for us) hehe but we just love it!
- Shirley: Well...wat should i say abt the mum of da bao? Never stop giving us "SURPRISE" that faintz us off during EVERY projects. Great sponsorship head that get us a lot of freebies (guess is ur forte) All the BUBUBUBUBUBU and da bao, great food, great places ask SHIRLEY! fights and her Empress Dowager ORDERS all the times bring us joy and misery too. =P The blog queen please blog more often...you know you have a NO.1 fan here.
TO MY GALS: I will miss the days with we all slack together after school. Thanks for tolerating my perfectionist attitude I know....it's been hard on you ppl. I think when i go to uni i would not be so lucky to find a same group of memebers that is as tolerating and understanding as you gals.
- Jessica: Known her since year 1, happy working project together! Though we are not in the same class in yr 2 and 3 but we still keep in touch. Always like my big sister giving me advice at the times when i need it most. Thank you! =) I hope you are always pretty and happy my friend!
- Faathima: FAAAAAAAAA~ As always her name is always so well known and popularly used by ppl. Sound just like a jargon we just say it anytime, anywhere...everywhere... Haha...our friendship starts to brew in yr 3. A very very very nice and true friend! When we are together we can just practically crap all the day, chat all things under the sun, give me advice, go the extra mile to help me. Oh and i loved her cooking! hehe...myy Machik friend~ Oh pls dun get me wrong....is a compliment I meant I would wan to learn frm her can cook well, good at hseworks know when to get wild and when not. Haha...and now my good lampost that shine my way through my path AH? Hehe we are the Hybrid!
- Reuben: Wooooo Die hard Man U cum Simpson cum Sims fans. Nice chap as always portray and seen in everyone who noes him. Also start to get closer because of the event and yea He found a FUN and NICE friend and TT'S ME! Haha...well i used to give him a lot of nicknames Homer Ho, Jin Ho, Reubendinho...hope you dun mind. A very special friend that I have known so far his eng is superb until sometimes i dun understand BUT i get to improve my eng from tt haha wooohooo. Thanks for the help with my programming during the event and all the fun you brought us. Thanks for being my friend even though things happen or changed.
- Faiz: Our great leader and budget master with sharmini. Though you are known as VC in our event but in our eyes you are alrdy the Chairperson. Thanks for the hardwork in the budgetting I know is not easy as well as leading our whole committee. Also our leader for our SHRI competition. Is a pity we did not win but well at least we attempt and tried our best. A very special malay friend i had who loves chinese songs, watch chinese shows and speak chinese somtimes. A good HUHU~~~
- Justin: I think everyone would have the same word appearing in their mind as me that is AWESOME! AWESOME FRIEND! AWESOME CLASS RAP! A nice nice guy that seldom gets angry. His cold jokes are really funny and cold~ Eh wait wait does it sounds like someone or even look like someone? Oh Yes! Mr Chua! Haha...he is just like the younger version of our MA tutor Mr Chua whether isst looks or actions and cold jokes they just look alike la. Hippy Happy!
- Marcus: I think we only got closer in yr 3 as well when we begin to invade into Faiz's group. Though you in our group started off not so well in the first place but later we had fun. Thanks for improving and thanks for accommodating to us (gals) and yea we did ask you and try to mingle with us lo not that we dun have hor but no choice who ask you are the only guy you still feel paiseh. Now I am glad you finally open up and found ur clicks that can unleash ur truself and i believe now coming to sch is just a much more happier affair for you bah.
- Sharmini: Last but not least our hmmm how shld i say? Best at telling mature and adult stuffs in our class. If you ask other ppl they might not know but if you ask sharm I bet she will know and she will tell you alot more in details. Was in with her in the SHRI competition as well....i can say a good team member nice working with her.
Oh yea not forgetting all the lecturers and tutors who taught us alot and guide us along throughout my poly life such as: Mrs Tong(Careperson and HR Tutor), Mrs See (HR Tutor), Mrs Lee Chang Yang (LO), Mr Loke (SHRI Competition advisor), Mr Chua (MA), Ms Goh (MA 2 Tutor), Mr Dandroff (Legal Tutor)and many more......
These are all REALLY nice and awesome ppl that I have bring my poly life colours and fun and I would say its my regret if i did not know you guys! THANKS PEOPLE! =)
Back to Earth! (Monday, February 23, 2009)
Had my last paper ytd I mean really LAST in my poly life.Can't believe that 3 years just past like tt. The thought of not going back to sch somehow stir my emotional. The ques of "Eh which LT ah? Lec wat time ah? Do we need to include this in the project? Eh skip lesson la! Library which level?"
3rd yr was a total chaos and now back to the no direction life somehow is much of a anti-climax.
But quite a few things that I wan to do and need to accomplish for this holi:
1) Apply for my University
3) Go Batam
2) Learn driving
3) Learn cycling
4) Learn cooking
5) Travelling
6) Meet up with my friends
Hahaha.....but there's this one thing to do still.
After so long I manage to have a real real real good rest ytd (11 hours of slp) KHEW! Had never feel so refresh!
I wan to leave on the jet plane.....
Vie
Happy Valentine Day (Friday, February 13, 2009)
Haha though I dun like this day myself...but still Happy Valentine's Day for those blissful couples.=)Anyway was last day of school now I am preparing for the last exam in my poly life. Haha really love my poly life...having this pre-graduation syndrome. Although throughout these 3 years I have went through alot of unhappy events but I have definitely made a bunch of cool and nice friends and had lots of great fun. For those that I lost...I can only say is just part and parcel of life? But still now i treasure my friends alot. I am glad that I have treasured my last sem in poly.
Really hate and dread departure. 3 years just passed so fast. Somethings I have achieved it well but some were left uncertain and ended badly.
But well I have my wonderful 3 years in Temasek Polytechnic. Now is time for me to go up mountain again. See ya dudes!
Looking forward to the wide blue sky, blue sea, beaches, wide field and sea breeze slapping on my face!
Freaking Messed Up! (Monday, February 2, 2009)
Feeling of emptiness, so empty that it hurts.Indescribable.
I hate this part of me.
Freakingly choked up now that I can't breathe.
We are too heartless to say anything now.
Every Good Things Comes to an End (Monday, January 26, 2009)
Why do good things always comes to an end? For the start of new things or bad things?I dunnoe I really dun know the answer.
I finally understand what it means "Harder to be friends" no matter how hard I try to treasure how hard I try to salvage once things have changed it can never be the same again. All the while, the hot and coldness makes me sick.
I am tired and this time I am really really tired.
Felt happy for my two friend, they got the ending they want.
Right now, I have decided to end things.
Note: It stops to be hurt.
