Blow the candles out,
Why can't I? (Monday, December 22, 2008)
She told me last week and I was scared.Twice in week and that is not a good thing.
This week shall be the week, I am nervous, I am concern for her
BUT
yet I just dunnoe how to express my feelings through words and action.
Oh pity her, she has such a lousy daugther.
and a son like tt oh I can't say much....afterall I am as bad as him.
Just a simple kiss, hug, l love you, is it that hard?
No! Is not! So y am i not doing it?
Oh is a culture and I have not been doing that since young.
But yet i yearn for a lively and bubbly family.
how contradicting.
So is culture and norms going to be my main excuses of not being a good daughter?
No! I tried.....but the barriers and encloseness cools me down when I saw her.
I need time...but i realise that time is precious and I am afraid I have no time.
I am such a lousy daughter......
I need to do something....more......more and more.
