Blow the candles out,
Messed Up (Wednesday, January 7, 2009)
Contradiction has always been in my lifeMyself? What is that? Dunnoe? Where to find? Smile NO! Eh?!
Now here comes a term Messed Up!
Falling into traps, get out, heal, then fall in then get out then heal and fall again.
It seems to be a cycle for me.
Those common words, same old words, regular heard phrases I am sick and tired of it. Hearing it over and over again...is like intentionally hurting myself and yet all i ask for is simple. Utterly disappointing.
It's green light and with one leg out now it's red light.
Pre-occupied, distracting, disturbing, irritating! Get out!
For what I know I have been holding an empty shell and here comes contradiction.
Felt drained out.
Road ahead of me seems diminishing, wobbly, scary, difficult.
A side of me says Vie be brave! Another major side of me says Is difficult!
To reub, I am not afraid and I dun think there is anything i shld be feared of. Thanks for showing and revealing. I think I understand your part on Christainity but dun get me wrong, I know my limitations. And yea keyboard is cooler! Play more!
Right now, I can feel the nature calling, the smell of the salted sea, sea breeze gently blowing on my face, somewhere in the world is calling for me.
